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About Me

The poem quoted below speaks profoundly to me, and for me. I can say this, now, at this point in my life, only because it has taken me quite a while to get here. I do not regret one minute, the men, the years, or the decisions (good or bad) that have gotten me here—now. They were all steps along the way which have not only enabled me to understand the depth of this poem, but have created the ability for me to implement its meaning into my daily life. It represents how I try to live my life in every moment (when I can remember to do so).“To know that I am no-thing, that is wisdom. To know that I am everything, that is love. And between these two, my life moves.”el bistamiBut, seriously, I am not this serious. Just a deeper aspect of myself. I live to laugh. Love to laugh.I am open, self deprecating, and live with integrityI need to laugh at myself daily. And to create all sorts of movement in my life....I try to accept all that life has to offer on a daily basiswith courage, compassion, and kindness as best I can. However, I do miss the world terribly. Working diligently (and at times distractedly) on recreating a new life at home for myself. Taking the time to figure it all out while continuing to work with children in one capacity or another.I sometimes contradict myself because it ultimately expose oneself to finding your true inner desire by facing your own contradictions you didn't know you held? But I do have solid integrity and am grounded for the most part.I am physically active and love to hike, bike, walk, roller-blade, and play a lot of soccer when I am fit. When I am working on getting fit (again) I do all the same stuff daily-- just a lot less vigorously. I also do yoga and pilates regularly because I love how they feel. I need to move daily in one form or another, without it I would go mad. But, I am no longer a fanatic.My life is constantly changing, as it should. I try to remain open everyday to what life brings and work to take action to bring what I want into my life.Looking for love and a LTR if I can ever find that right mix of a guy at the perfect time?? It has proven elusive for far too long.I am spiritual and practice kindness to self and others daily.... Coffee, drinks, a walk, or dinner...or any combination thereof.

PERSONAL INFORMATION

  • Looking for

    man

  • Relationship

    Never married

  • Have kids

    No

  • Wants kids

    Someday

  • Ethnicity

    Caucasian

  • Faith

    Buddhist

  • Body type

    Curvy

  • Height

    5'7"

  • Eye color

    Hazel

  • Smoke

    No

  • Drink

    Yes, socially

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  • Miranda

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    Woman. 43 years old. Zodiac sign: Pisces.

    Looking for: man. In age: 40-50

    I enjoy going the beach, and watching sunsets, spending quality time with a loving and caring person. I also like going to dinner and watching movies, concerts and sports. I am looking for someone with a great personality and enjoys life. I am looking for my BEST FRIEND and LIFE partner!! If this isn't what you want PLEASE do not message me... Move on!! I am so over this site. This is Not for me... I am in count down mode. Tick tock....

  • Ella

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    Woman. 42 years old. Zodiac sign: Virgo.

    Looking for: man. In age: 39-49

    I am truly and utterly bored with this site! Does anything or anyone ever come out of this? In want something spectacular - un-ordinary and fantastic. Is that too much to ask? Does anyone actually read this ??? High School students need not apply!! If I do not respond to your message - I do not need additional messages sent to me that are hateful because of my lack of response. SWF seeking SWM Please read profile - not looking for anyone under the age of 35!!!! So if you are 26 and send me a message askin if I like younger guys - here's your answer: NO!!!! We’re all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you’ve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different flavors of wrong. Why is this? Because you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way. But it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. And it isn’t until you finally run up against your deepest demons, your unsolvable problems—the ones that make you truly who you are—that we’re ready to find a lifelong mate. Only then do you finally know what you’re looking for. You’re looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: the right wrong person—someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, “This is the problem I want to have.”I will find that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way.Let our scars fall in loveAnd this says it all:"It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain!I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul; if you can be faithless and therefore trustworthy. I want to know if you can see beauty even when it's not pretty, every day,and if you can source your own life from its presence. I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand on the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, “Yes!”It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up, after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done to feed the children. It doesn't interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back. It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you, from the inside, when all else falls away. I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments." GO GRAB A BITE (APPETIZERS & DRINKS) FIND A GREAT LIL BAR WITH LIVE MUSIC... AND LET THE CHIPS FALL WHERE THEY MAY!

  • Tamera

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    Woman. 41 years old. Zodiac sign: Gemini.

    Looking for: man. In age: 38-48

    I have had a couple of bad bouts with these dating sites and am not looking for someone based off their sexual needs. I feel that this is something that should be done somewhere down the line of a serious relationship unless you are looking for just sex. I on the other hand am not looking for just sexual relations. I believe that a relationship is built on understanding, compassion and trust and love. Once you have that then the rest usually falls into place. So, if you want to base a relationship off of not truly knowing someone or because they don't particularly care for something, then keep on looking cuz I am not what you are looking for. I am looking for someone who actually wants to meet and hang out and have some fun although don't know how much with winter coming but would be fun. Someone who really knows how to treat a person. I am a very outgoing person, shy at first but warm up fast. I love trying new things and will try just about anything at least once. I love to dance, going for walks, spending quality time with my children and some quiet nites at home watching a movie. I'm looking for someone who is compassionate, caring and understanding. Someone who I can talk to like my best friend, and help me heal. I am also going to college to work on my degree in Community Social Services and I have been fostering 2 children for the past year that have become a big part of my family's life. I also do some volunteer work. Yes I am somewhat of a busy person, but I will make time for that special someone, as long as they can handle it. I think that dinner and dancing or a movie is good for a 1st date and then go from there.

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