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Queenslyler, 29
United States, Colorado, Colorado Springs

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About Me

If I had known what I know now falling in love , well I would've save myself from a whole lot of tears. tears that came flowing out like waterfalls and burning holes in my cheeks like acid. i would have saved myself from bleeding oceans and drinking so much to the point of blacking out. but i wouldn't change a thing. id rather swallow the burning liquor than to ever let myself be hurt again. the pain is excruciating and there's no way to escape my feelings that run so deep through my bloodstream. but what i fail to realize is , it's not love that hurts but rather the people who hurt you. they hurt you in a way ; that an apology no longer makes up for all the damage and whether or not they meant to , they still hurt you enough that you spend nights questioning where exactly you went wrong and why you would have never been good enough despite their attempts to make you believe the famous line "it's not you, it's me" when you know damn well that your efforts could never be good enough at all. i spent long days and quiet nights crying; crying so much that you could read my plea in the streams of tears running down my face. and even if they did come back it'd never be the same - because each time you stare into their eyes , youll fear they don't like what they see. but when they leave again it's only proof that they only craved you when they were lonely. and that might just be the worst of it all. the pain stiffens your body and suddenly you can't move. the only thing you can do is fall down to the ground and lose it. and you think. you think and you think until your screams become louder than your thoughts. but you even made paper planes to try and get to them but all they did was destroy them and more importantly you. this pain will haunt you for the rest of your life and the ghosts will crawl in your head through your ears.

PERSONAL INFORMATION

  • Looking for

    man

  • Relationship

    Never married

  • Have kids

    No

  • Wants kids

    Someday

  • Ethnicity

    Caucasian

  • Faith

    Other

  • Body type

    Athletic

  • Height

    5'4"

  • Eye color

    Blue

  • Smoke

    Yes, regularly

  • Drink

    Yes, regularly

INTERESTS

Camping / Hiking Fitness / Gym Music Drawing / Painting Photography Reading Shopping Swimming Traveling Walking Watching Movies Watching TV Computer Games Pets Play Sport Games Watching Sports
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