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Neill, 38

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About Me

Hey guys. I'm trying to find someone real. Someone that loves me just the way I am, I've gotten to the point where I will not settle for just anyone, I'm over the games that people play . I want someone that's under 40 and small and not now nor never has been on drugs! If I'm gonna keep getting treated this way then I have the right to be picky! I am very loving and understanding, I'm just sick of being used! I hope to find someone real to settle down with soon, I'm getting to old for this shit! How can I be so big and so tall and no one notice me at all? How with a heart so big I feel so small? How can I love for fear of the fall? Does anyone notice me at all? Does anyone know I'm here? Do I even care? How can I with so much of my heart torn away? Was that my job to just give it away? Well here I sit surrounded by people I've loved and given my all and they don't notice me at all! Whatever makes.you.happy

PERSONAL INFORMATION

  • Looking for

    man

  • Relationship

    Never married

  • Have kids

    No

  • Wants kids

    Someday

  • Ethnicity

    Caucasian

  • Faith

    Spiritual but not religious

  • Body type

    Curvy

  • Height

    6'3"

  • Eye color

    Blue

  • Smoke

    Yes, regularly

  • Drink

    Yes, socially

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  • Anscom

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    Man. 39 years old. Zodiac sign: Aquarius.

    Looking for: man. In age: 36-46

    I enjoy clubbing and partying with friends, but I'm just as happy to spend a quiet evening one-on***dinner and a show or takeout and Netflix).I'm generally shy, but occasionally have moments of outgoingness. And even when I'm out of my comfort zone I'm pretty good at pretending I'm at ease--and putting those around me at ease as well.I'm not really looking for a relationship, but I'm not opposed to the idea, and if I found myself falling in love with a man who loved me back I'd run with it. =) Coffee or drinks at a quiet bar provide the best opportunity for conversation and acquaintance-making.

  • Jonathan

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    Man. 39 years old. Zodiac sign: Gemini.

    Looking for: man. In age: 36-46

    I am a Chef and a real foodie. Long dinners out with good wine, dinner and a movie or time at home all are fine with me. I have a fun sence of humor and enjoy joking around. I'm a scorpio which makes me pretty passionate with my partner. I'm not the smothering type and respect others privacy. I am slow to anger and quick to smile.( for the most part) ;) I have a lot of loyalty for my friends and charish my family. You can often find me watching food network and I like listening to all types of music.

  • Davion

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    Man. 38 years old. Zodiac sign: Scorpio.

    Looking for: man. In age: 35-45

    Looking for new friends and hopefully some guy who will put up with me. I think I have alot to offer and I know I would date me. That isn't false modesty, just that I think I am friendly, outgoing, courteous, generous, trustworthy, witty, and not afraid to try something new. I have been through alot in my life. I have survived 2 different forms of cancer. I was a meth addict for 3 years from ***to ***. My cancer is in remission and I am looking to pick up where I left off when it comes to life. I am loyal and when I love someone whether they be friends or partner, I defend and love fiercely and completely. I have been a travelling nurse since ***. I have only ever had one boyfriend and we were together for 4 years. I made bad decisions and had unfortunate occurrences... I stuck myself with a dirty needle while starting an IV in the ER and contracted HIV. So then I decided being on meth would cure all my life's misery. Come to find out misery got multiplied! I picked myself up and dusted myself off and refused to wallow in self pity at my situation. I am a very happy person who loves making other people happy and make them feel good. I am an awesome nurse! But I want to bring what I am good at into a relationship. I love to spoil my bf and do whatever i can to make him happy and smile. I know that's corny and sappy but it's the truth. That about sums me up. Gotta question for me, feel free to ask it. My years as a meth addict and being skilled in deception has flipped to where i tell hard uncomfortable truths about myself but you know where you stand with me and that I'll be honest despite my checkered past. Beats finding out about it when we decide to get hitched. :) This will be difficult for me since I haven't been out on alot of first dates. The ones I have been out on involved dinner and a movie, but i really don't like going to the movies on the first date because you can't talk without people shutting you up and throwing their popcorn at you. So I guess I just like to talk and listen to my date and finding out all I can about him to see if we click. I do much better on 2nd, 3rd, and 84th dates. :-)

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