Rosalina, 35
Offline, last seen Wed, 24 Apr 2024 21:56:20
About Me
"where have all the good guys gone, and where are all the men..." Sorry, just a little musical interlude to set the tone of what's to come...and no I'm not so old that I knew this song when it came out, I just love music so much that I am completely illiterate unless we speak in lyrical banter, because lyrics possess 99.7% of my brain. So lets see if I can find enough significant intelligence inside this brain of mine to peak your interest, or make you buy a ticket for the next bus out of here. See, there it goes again... Do sayings come from songs, or do songs come from sayings? Anyway...So it seems that apparently there is an epidemic going around where no-one seems to believe in God anymore! I've put this very important point in my profile, but I guess its going to have to be the 1st thing I write, or it doesn't seem to matter to the people who read it. In the last 3 months I have ended 5 potential relationships because they have either neglected to read this in my profile, or just didn't give a shit! I love God. He is in my heart and he always will be. I'm not a bible bumper, actually I don't believe in organized religion at all, although I generally go to church on Easter & Christmas. I have what I believe to be a very good relationship with God, just because I know he is in my heart & he carries me through the tough times. I'm not asking for a man that I date to become a religious person. I'm not religious. But I am spiritual, and with that comes the belief of God, so what I am asking/looking for is a man who can truthfully say the words to me, "I believe in God, & I want a relationship that has the foundation of God to care for us through our travels & experiences, good or bad, and when we struggle, we will hand it over to him for guidance." If you can't say that, then there is no reason for you to read on! For those of you who may have read my profile over the last year, I decided it's time to change it. For those that haven't, here's the short version *** my previous novel. I've decided not to write so much because it was all about my past & my past is all now in the past ...it's time for me to live for today, and reach for tomorrow. “I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”; be scared to feel this way about myself thinking I was the only girl in the world who felt this way!I've given 5 years of loyalty, love and commitment to 3 different guys, all of which couldn't give me that in return. I'm 35, thats nearly half my life & i have nothing to show for it. I'm a giver, to a fault. I give my heart and soul to anything I do, and I just want to find someone willing to do the same, *** just take from me until I am so empty I have nothing left to give.I want to have fun with what's left of my life. I want to get a card in the mail just to read that someone is thinking about me. I want someone to understand that I am a mother, first and foremost in my life, and if that someone can't understand that not only does my daughter come first, before I get to go play but that also, she needs a daddy. Her daddy hasn't called, written, checked on her, nothing for two years, and she's so smart that she has figured out that he is not going to be a daddy, at least not a good one that she has asked me to find her another one.Im bored to death in this small little town, so eventually, the sooner the better, I want to move back home to AZ, which is where my other pride and joy, my 14 year old son lives. Ive been stuck in this crappy little town for 5 years now, living off of promises that have all been broken, so if you love the mountains and need to see them every day, I'm probably not the one for you. Its beautiful and a healthy place for me to live.I'm covered in tattoos and piercings, and if im really getting dolled up to go for a night on the town, it may take me 2 hours to get ready. If that's annoying to you, im not the one. I like to look good, and i want my man to want to lookgood too... at least if we are going out. When im at home i wear sweats and a wife beater most every day. I am completely a free spirit, I do what I want, when I want, I change my hair color and I wear crazy clothes ... and shoes. I probably have more shoes right now than you have owned your entire life. I like nice things, and until a year ago before a really bad accident, I could buy those nice things for myself...I'm just tired of spending money, love, time, and heartache on people who won't even pick up dinner on their way home from work if I've had a long day and ran out of time to cook dinner, unless I pay them back when they get home.I want partnership, I'm not applying for a job, I'm searching for the man who treats me, and eventually my daughter, the way we deserve to be treated. Oh, ya, I loveeeeee motorcycles and big tough looking guys with tattoos.. but i dont like tough guys that are still so imature that they think they need to prove it & I don't like tattoos that are scary or evil. Which leads me to my number one requirement.. you must believe in God and let him into your heart. Without that foundation, everything we build would eventually crumble to the ground. Im not a bible bumper, i dont believe in organized religion, but I do have a Christian belief that Godwill make everything the way it should be if you let him. I also meditate and follow some of the Buddhist practices, but only those that allow my faith in God to be a part of me. If you don't go to church but believe, thats ok... I go to church on Easter, Thanksgiving and Christmas. But if you can speak the words, "I don't believe in a God," then don't waste your time here! Of course, like everyone says, music is their life. Well, it truly is mine. I live my life by lyrics of amazing songs, and if I'm in a good place in my life, a lot of those lyrics I write myself.One last thing, I don't give second chances if you lie. Im here to find something true and real to build upon, so that leaves no room for liars or players! I mean really, if you are old enough to date me, then you should be mature enough to leave the games in your past... unless you want to play rummy or yatzee or even hungry, hungry hippos... those kinds of games I will play all night long! Quite honestly, I've never really had a "first date," in the social sense. I don't know what I would want to do with someone until I got to know them, and we found something in common that we would both enjoy! So this I leave in the capable hands of a man who thinks he can handle me. Surprise me! Make me feel special! Listen to me, learn about me, and figure something out from there!
PERSONAL INFORMATION
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Looking for
man
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Relationship
Never married
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Have kids
No
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Wants kids
Someday
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Ethnicity
Caucasian
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Faith
Christian
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Body type
Curvy
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Height
5'8"
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Eye color
Brown
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Smoke
No
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Drink
Yes, socially
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