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Mona, 35

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Well Hi and Thank you for stoppin by ...first things first id like to point out that I have kidney failure and currently do hemo-dialysis and also just bout few months ago learned im in stage 4 liver failure also ...im currently waiting on the transplant list for a dbl transplant ...this wont be the first transplant ive had two kidney transplants this will however be the first dbl transplant done at same time ...am i scared ummm lol yeah but ready for it so i will be walkin or should I say dancin my way to the o.r....I understand this isnt for everyonr and realize it will take a stronger Man to accept n say ok he can deal with this...so if you are not okay then move on .....im not going to say alot on here but just thought it was important to lay it out there ....so for now good luck fishing and look forward to hearing from you ...remember stay positive and smile ...oh and plz feel free to ask me anything ***** ok just to say I'm not lookin for bo hookups,games,**** just friendly. Chat for time being i have very good reason for that ive been single goin on 3.5 yrs and I'm not tryin to change it right away...i can say this however though when im ready i want more than a romp in the hay i refuse to sleep with anyone unless i know its réal ****** BITTERNESSSEE MY AGONY IT TASTE LIKE BLOODLOOKS LIKE TEARSFEELS LIKE HELLHEAR THAT CRYITS LOW AND SLOWMINOR CHORDS STRUNGTOGETHER LIKE A CURSE THE POISONOUS WORDS FLYING FROM YOUR MOUTH KILLS OFF ANY CHANCE I HAVE TO PROVE I CAN MAKE IT DON'T TURN BACK CUZ I WONT ACKNOWLEDGE yourGREEDY EYES WHICH SEARCH FOR MORE WAYS TO DESTROY ME LEARNING TO LIVE....ADDICTION HAD TAKEN ME SO FAR DOWN THE SCALE THAT I WAS A BROKEN SHELL OF a HUMAN BEING I FELT SO BROKEN THAT I DIDN'T EVEN FEEL THAT THERE WAS ENOUGH LEFT OF ME TO BE FIXED I COULD HARDLY TALK ALL I COULD FEEL WAS DESPAIR AND DESPERATION AND I COULD NOT EVEN FATHOM A LIFE OTHER THAN THE ONE I WAS LIVING I FELT HOPELESS WHEN THERE CAME A POINT OF COMPLETE DESPERATION I GAVE UP THE FIGHT AND EMBRACED RECOVERY I COULD EMBRACE IT MINUTE AT A TIME I DID NO KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF BC I WAS NOT COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN FOR MONTHS I COULD HARDLY PUT A SENTENCE TOGETHER A SIMPLE FEELING COULD MAKE ME FEEL IT WaS THE END..BC METH WAS MY COPING MECHANISM IT WAS ALL I COULD DO TO GIT THROUGH A DAY BUT BY GETTIN THROUGH I LEARNED A LITTLE EACH DAY TI LIVE AGAIN with help from those who done it before me today I have been sober since May 17,***now I have a beautiful life bc I am able to see thru the eyes of an addict " I do this so this World will know it wont change me"" you May be right ,I May be crazy,but it just May be a lunatic your Looking for"

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  • Looking for

    man

  • Relationship

    Never married

  • Have kids

    No

  • Wants kids

    Someday

  • Ethnicity

    Caucasian

  • Faith

    Other

  • Body type

    Average

  • Height

    5'7"

  • Eye color

    Hazel

  • Smoke

    No

  • Drink

    No

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